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Because of myself

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I've done some very bad things in my short life; one was hurting the best thing in my life. Her name was Mio and she was perfect in every way. She transferred to Ouran when we were both on our third year. I remember how I fell in love with her at first sight, how I begged the host club to help me get her to notice me, and how she walked into the black magic club room on her way to the drama club room. In the end she ended up joining the black magic club instead of the drama club.

Mio and I clicked instantly. Our love was strong. Mio was very beautiful and at least half of the other guys in our school asked her out. She always replied with "I have a boyfriend" and for a while I didn't know what she meant, but eventually I realized she meant me.

Our relationship was perfect, until the day I found out my sister was dying. After that I started to push Mio away. This hurt the both of us. She let it show, but I kept my emotions hidden in the dark corners of my head. Eventually I broke what existed between us.

"I'm sorry, but we have to end this. I-we can't continue this anymore, its, its wrong."

"What? But-but we are perfect for each other. I love you."

For a month Mio ignored me, and when she talked to me again it hurt so much.

"You freak! You hurt me! Now I will hurt you!"

"I'm sorry, as much as I wish we could be together, we j-just can't."

"I'll kill you, Nekozawa! Kill, kill, kill."


It pained me to hear her call me by my last name, but my little sister was close to dying. Little did I know things would get even worse.

Eventually, Mio snapped. She attacked me, stabbed me with a knife. The knife hurt like hell, but I did not scream, the pain was what I deserved.

I woke up in a hospital where a police officer was waiting. He explained that my sister had died a few hours ago, and they also wanted me to sue Mio. Then he left.

In the hospital they put me on antidepressants. Today was the day I left the hospital.

I can't breathe from all of the pills I swallowed, and I will die soon. Because of myself.

The pain feels so good…
Sister story of 'Soaked in tears and sealed with a kiss'. Its from Nekozawa's point of view. It also contains dark themes and NekozawaXOC.
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